furryangel

 As some of you might know, I try to write. Not very good at it, but I do try. Anyway, recently I have turned my attention to other creative ideas. Such as making my own Amigurumi. I'm off to the wool shop tomorrow to get some black wool and make a kitty cat. Much like my fursona. If it comes out well, then I will try my hand at other creatures and creations. If not... Then well it's another thing I know I aint that good at.

On another note, I have done a lot of papercraft recently. I want to do some more, only I am quickly running out of space for them, as well as Rusty's models and other such things. I will make Howl's Moving Castle one of these days, you mark my words!

 Ok guys, help!

I am after a corset, custom made or not, doesn't matter, that doesn't cost the earth. I know that they are expensive to make and stuff, but some prices are ridiculous. I just want something pretty I can wear under my strapless dresses or for a night out without having to worry about wearing a bra (the problem with big boobs I suppose). So if anyone knows anywhere that sells/makes corsets for the bigger busted women (and I mean above a F cup) could you please let me know?

Angel out

I don't usually answer these, but this one caught my eye. My dream house is a farm. I've recently started growing my own veg, and joke with the fiance that we should own a farm when we grow up. It will have space for me to grow my veg, space for living, space for the unit, and space for a games shop and a farm shop. We will have a Newfoundland dog, several cats, chickens (for eggs), cows (for milk and cheese) and goats (for cheese).

Ok so,

I have been doing some drafting at the office right, and the other illustrator in the office says I have potential. I have been wondering what to do with my life now I have a degree, and have been considering the possibility of doing a masters. Only problem is that I can't afford it and doubt I will get funding. Do I wait a few years and save up to do a masters in Archaeological Illustration, or do as much illustration and drafting at the office, build up a portfolio and apply at other units? Even if I do go for a masters, I would still need to build up a portfolio. I just feel that I will have more chance on getting a job as an illustrator if I get the degree, it also means that I can possibly gain new skills. As much as I love working for the unit, we are a bit behind the times. I dunno, maybe I should look into doing a course using CAD. Argh! So many choices to make in life. Help?

Angel out.

Ok, so I'm being moaned at for not writing in here. But I have nothing to say... Let's see what has happened in the past 3 weeks?
I gave in my dissertation. It was the biggest peice of shit I have ever written. I wish I did choose something else to do, perhaps the feminism stuff I was wanting to do, but oh well.
I've been exploring my sexuality. I'm not sure whether I am gay or straight, so at the moment lets just say I am bi, but prefer the girlys, even though I have only kissed a girl on the lips. Damn my shyness! Why is it so much easier to flirt with a guy? I suppose it is because thats what I have been doing for the past 11 years. But I dunno, the whole sleeping with a girl turns me on so much... Heh, even writing about it is turning me on, which is wrong considering I am sitting in the living room next to my cat. Lol, I'm stroking my pussy. Erm yes... But yeah, there is this girl who goes to the same university as me, and she's really cute, and apparently finds me cute as well, but it just keeps going wrong. There is this guy I really hate at uni, and he seems to prop up whenever I am gonna "make my move". I feel like such a failure at times. I have a friend offering to go to a gay bar with me, but even if he did, I doubt I would pick anyone up. I'm just way to scared. I'm also worried about what my mum will say if I bring a lass back to the flat. I dunno. I suppose I should worry about my happiness, not other peoples. It takes me ages to actually understand what people have been saying to me, but I think I am finally clicking in. My friend thinks I should just blow the girl from uni off, but I really do like her, and it would be just typical if I lost my chance all because of a misunderstanding. I don't know, perhaps he is right and I am going about this all in the wrong way. Well, I'm meeting with her on wednesday for a "celebratory" drink, so details will follow.
I've moved back home, start work on Tuesday. Well it isn't work as such, not getting paid for it lol, but it will look good on my CV at least, or at least keep me in contact with the team so I can get paid for what ever I do. Damn councils...
Oh well, that is all for today. When I actually get something interesting to write about I will do.

Hey guys...

Sorry haven't written anything for a while. So much has gone on, and yet... I don't think I could share any of it. I split up with Alan obviously, and even though I feel like I am getting over it (yes I know I did the deed, but I still feel bad), I woke up the other morning cuddling the teddy he gave me before we split. I've also had problems with another who wants to be with me, but does not seem to take my feelings into consideration. Or maybe it is just me.

I have had health problems also, but I will not know until tomorrow if it is a problem or not.

Dissertation is doing my head in....

Anyway, almost bed time,

Love ya'll
Angel

So hi guys...

Just posting before I go off to bed, nothing has really been happening lately really. Other then my first story got submitted to an artist page! Hehe. It's the fave of two people already as well. I know it aint much, but its a first. One of them wants me to write something for him, and being the kind kitty I am, I'm gonna do it for free. Usually would charge you see, it aint much but at least its some money coming in. And the more requests and stories I do post, the more moneys I get mwahahahahahahaha!
Erm.... Ignore the evil laugh... I aint evil really. And I aint in it for the money either, before I start to get flamed.

Anyway, I'm still researching for my dissertation. Carl (my supervisor) wants me to get all of my data by the end of this month and start the write up in March. It means I have about 2 months to write it up. I suppose it aint that bad, but I'm not sure what I am gonna write about. Back to English Heritage and the library once I finish the planning side of things I suppose.

Anyway, beddy byes for me.
Love you all
Angel

So anyway, thought I would post before I carry on with writing up my notes. Get used to this, it will most likely be one of many. So had my first lectures today. Funerary seems like it's gonna be cool. Chris is like really emotive and tells us stories that relates to the subject. He even read part of Beowulf out in the middle to show how archaeology cannot tell us things about mortuary practices.

But Ceramics... OMG! I hate Alex Gibson. He's telling stuff we learn in first year... I knew the stuff he told us today from GCSE... How shit is that. Oh well, I don't have him all the time which is pretty awesome... Though the woman in Waterstones made me laugh, when I went in to ask for a book to be ordered in, she asked me if it was by Alex Gibson. I actually shocked her when I said it wasn't. She told me that she usually gets orders for his as that is all there is usually on the reading list...

Anyway, notes call. Oh btw HALF A STONE!